ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
propensity within someone
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
bro i read nothing in my life
no i haven't really read anything
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or
constrained in real life,
either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl
saying “I think I
might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition
to a snowy forest signals
escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional
coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here
it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
