it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

yeah


it is hopeful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

currently

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Better Lift

really i want the internet

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter

i love it here

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

have you read

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

all that is to say