i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.


this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


Today I felt like starting

Better Lift

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

kind of mythopoesis

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Style

Worse Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

but i respect your search

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever