okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

propensity within someone

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

brb i will read and reply sincerely

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Today I felt like starting

so at the end

Worse Lift

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


we want to live the knowledge too live the content

much more tactility

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

magnetisation/form

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Better Lift

It Will Get Lighter


something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression