Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
it is hopeful
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
currently
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Better Lift
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
isaac
feel you
and the fake qualifier
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i understand