Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i understand

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

its performative

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

magnetisation/form

i see a website

It Will Get Lighter

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

division of reality is straying away from it

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

not their contents