so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

like first name

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03


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idk

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i love it here

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

It Will Get Lighter

Style


Lift Analysis

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter


We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

we need to be deconstructing our identities