Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
currently
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Can I see
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
its good
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
not their contents
kind of mythopoesis
all that is to say
its performative
plato
feel you
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
i was tempted to lie about my name
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
so the method has to be autonomous
i love it here
yeah
is this you as well
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason