Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

IWGD

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so at the end

you have a beautiful account btw

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

feel you

all that is to say

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

ahnaf abrar

lol yea

we can only engage in such a way

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

no longer writing in the third person