its good short few pages

isaac

send your tumblr

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

magnetises a pin

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i have read not even 1 book

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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lol yea

but i respect your search

is everyoneback on tumblr now

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Style

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

was it worth it

lol

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

fw

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i want to do that too

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49