feel you

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

in a post. I want to be remembered

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Lift Analysis

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it is hopeful

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.