a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording
of his website, something that could be found within it
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells
me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I
thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing
anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a
kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation.
He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my
words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At
least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a
lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah
blah blah.
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
2 (actually index). two is company
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion,
and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be
processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your
subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
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