yeah

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like magnets

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

as in

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

thank you

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

your feed looks like my tumblr

bro i read nothing in my life

...

what do you mean

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

not so on: yvf(wthw)

really i want the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no longer writing in the third person

the site i am dreaming

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue