i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Can I see

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

was it worth it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

all that is to say

"Put a blanket."

whats your name?

It Will Get Lighter

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like first name