the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

your feed looks like my tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

hello reader,

barren land

lol yea

we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

that looks like my instagram account

i dont understand magnetisation

is everyoneback on tumblr now

so at the end

idk

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

its good

...

have you read

2 (actually index). two is company

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

whats your name?

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

what do you mean

god being the centre magnet