Better Lift
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we
watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the
bank.
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i have read not even 1 book
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some
insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of
some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
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and so on.
not wanting the rhyming / clanging
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
