its performative

and the fake qualifier

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Can I see

brb i will read and reply sincerely

yeah

i want to do that too

Today I felt like starting

It's

dusk

sorry i am texting like a slav

Better Lift

plato

what do you mean

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i understand

Thank you, Jack

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

division of reality is straying away from it

feel you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

lol yea

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

all that is to say

and the fake qualifier

propensity within someone

kind of mythopoesis