December 2025
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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
division of reality is straying away from it
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
propensity within someone
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
as in
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
magnetisation/form
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
bro i read nothing in my life
you cannot feed someone truth
so at the end
was it worth it
much more tactility
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
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Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
it is hopeful