is this you as well

was it worth it

the site i am dreaming

i really havent

not so on: yvf(wthw)

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

isaac newton

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good short few pages

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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

2 (actually index). two is company

magnetises a pin

division of reality is straying away from it

autonomy of learning

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me