I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i was tempted to lie about my name

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no like which do people call me

is this you as well

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

13, H, grate

division of reality is straying away from it

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

we can only engage in such a way

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

what do you think my name is

what do you mean

i love it here

Thank you, Jack

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

not their contents

was it worth it

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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we want to live the knowledge too live the content