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I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
like first name
in a post. I want to be remembered
it is hopeful
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
autonomy of learning
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
all that is to say
i want to do that too
yeah
brb i will read and reply sincerely
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
so the method has to be autonomous
and the fake qualifier
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful