ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

so the method has to be autonomous

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

yeah

barren land

i love it here

i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

we can only engage in such a way

i understand

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

plato

like first name

its good

isaac newton

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.



and the fake qualifier

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

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