Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
no longer writing in the third person
currently
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i see a website
yes
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too specific.After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.but i respect your search
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
autonomy of learning
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
kind of mythopoesis