so the method has to be autonomous
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
in a post. I want to be remembered
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
what do you think my name is
we need to be deconstructing our identities
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
i want to do that too
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
and the fake qualifier
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
bro i read nothing in my life
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was it worth it
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
no like which do people call me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46