it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
so at the end
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
and the fake qualifier
is this you as well
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
division of reality is straying away from it
no longer writing in the third person
we can only engage in such a way
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i really havent
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
abrar?
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
i was tempted to lie about my name
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
autonomy of learning
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
god being the centre magnet