yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

no like which do people call me

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

isaac

and the fake qualifier

i understand


you have a beautiful account btw

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

isaac newton

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

no i haven't really read anything

its good