Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thank you, Jack

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Better Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Better Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

hiding from the rain

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Lift Analysis

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.