December 2025

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Slug

was it worth it

It Will Get Lighter

so the method has to be autonomous

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

lol

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

you cannot feed someone truth

bro i read nothing in my life

send link

lol yea

plato

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.


Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

its good

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

autonomy of learning

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so at the end

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine