whats your name?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

and the fake qualifier

we need to be deconstructing our identities

isaac newton

which magnetises chains of pins

god being the centre magnet

abrar?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

bro i read nothing in my life

ahnaf abrar

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.



autonomy of learning

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

I Write Goodbye Letter

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hello reader,

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the site i am dreaming

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

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bro i read nothing in my life

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

all that is to say

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books