i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
feel you
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
bro i read nothing in my life
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
wait what is that
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
no like which do people call me
...
in a post. I want to be remembered
like first name
not their contents
abrar?
...
you cannot feed someone truth
no longer writing in the third person
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
what do you think my name is
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
or never left
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
we can only engage in such a way