Thank you, Jack

feel you

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

Rain, starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

it is hopeful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I am below everything.

Better Lift

IWGD

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

i was tempted to lie about my name

which magnetises chains of pins

It Will Get Lighter

autonomy of learning

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so the method has to be autonomous

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

division of reality is straying away from it

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

you cannot feed someone truth