really i want the internet
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
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mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
so the method has to be autonomous
like magnets
division of reality is straying away from it
magnetisation/form
ion
whats your name?
as in
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
not their contents
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
magnetises a pin
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
in a post. I want to be remembered
no like which do people call me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
But seriously, thank you, Jack
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.