I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

13, H, grate

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There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

It Will Get Lighter

"Put a blanket."

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

idk

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i was tempted to lie about my name

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

it is hopeful

division of reality is straying away from it

no like which do people call me

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so an active mazelike process

so at the end

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"