confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

its performative

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

was it worth it

I am below everything.

no longer writing in the third person

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

currently

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

ion

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

autonomy of learning

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

we can only engage in such a way

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

and the fake qualifier