the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

IWGD

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

lol yea

i understand

its performative

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yes

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

send link

so an active mazelike process

so at the end