which magnetises chains of pins
god being the centre magnet
bro i read nothing in my life
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
what do you think my name is
we need to be deconstructing our identities
you know who you are. no more time, not like
1
. way too
specific.
I Write Goodbye Letter
"Anyway, you're you. I mean,
look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
this will be about a slug
we can only engage in such a way
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the
point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and
gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I
put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her.
I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to
him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a
comment about having never seen someone like him before.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider
this the founding document of iw.gl
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
