i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

hiding from the rain

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

not their contents

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

It Will Get Lighter

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

so the method has to be autonomous

Today I felt like starting

no longer writing in the third person

but i respect your search

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

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Better Lift

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

you cannot feed someone truth

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

the site i am dreaming