Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

in a post. I want to be remembered

i really havent

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

But seriously, thank you, Jack, for telling me that I could submit this to a high-level literary magazine or creative nonfiction outlet with some minor tweaks. I don't think I will do that.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

division of reality is straying away from it

i was tempted to lie about my name

Pimlico Rats

not their contents

its performative

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

wait what is that

magnetisation/form

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

i want to do that too

plato

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

thank you

you cannot feed someone truth

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet