think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

or never left

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so an active mazelike process

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

so the method has to be autonomous

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

as in

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thank you, Jack

its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

December 2025

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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. way too specific.

i see a website

i really havent