Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

in a post. I want to be remembered

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I am below everything.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Worse Lift

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like first name

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

no longer writing in the third person

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos