the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i love it here
much more tactility
isaac newton
isaac
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
as in
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
i understand
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
you cannot feed someone truth
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
have you read
in a post. I want to be remembered
its performative
Today I felt like starting
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
ion