fw
bro i read nothing in my life
autonomy of learning
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
ahnaf abrar
feel you
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
we need to be deconstructing our identities
so an active mazelike process
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
it is hopeful
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
much more tactility
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
what do you think my name is
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.