yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

IWGD

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

no longer writing in the third person


FOUNDING DOCUMENT

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its performative

really i want the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

much more tactility

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

all that is to say

It Will Get Lighter


we can only engage in such a way

brb i will read and reply sincerely

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?


so at the end

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03