the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
we can only engage in such a way
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
what do you think my name is
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media,
both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off
board but you seemed interesting
this will be about a slug
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
in a post. I want to be remembered
division of reality is straying away from it
i know a little bit of
lacan which probably influences me in a way
i cant articulate
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building.
He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
but really the thing should be autonomous
Style
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
IWGD