I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

13, H, grate

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Picture

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain


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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

i see a website

1

really i want the internet

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

currently

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.