you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
yes
He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.
I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.
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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.
Lift Analysis
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
its good short few pages