the site i am dreaming
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
plato
is this you as well
no like which do people call me
what do you think my name is
yeah
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
barren land
or never left
idk
autonomy of learning
we need to be deconstructing our identities
ahnaf abrar
so an active mazelike process
i love it here
we can only engage in such a way
so the method has to be autonomous
...
yeah
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
abrar?
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
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currently
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
I am below everything.