really i want the internet

not their contents

i see a website

as in

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

so at the end

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

December 2025

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

or never left

It Will Get Lighter

feel you

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

"Put a blanket."

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

yeah

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

that looks like my instagram account

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

it is hopeful

sorry i am texting like a slav

no like which do people call me

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

...

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged