so the method has to be autonomous
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry
class
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He
believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party,
shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really
challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or
baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or
whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a
pathetic "In a bit."
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As we're stood
there I notice a middle-aged woman
staring at us
across the room. I'm trying to catch her gaze, but its kind of vacant. I guess she sees me looking and considers it to be an invitation. She floats over to us in this strange dazed way, and on the approach
I realise she's staring at (through?) my Korean colleague / fresh meat. She's saying wow, wow, wow. She seems genuinely so delighted, so shocked, so elated.
that looks like my instagram account
I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed
actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's
avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit.
He's managing just fine.
i dont understand magnetisation
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider
this the founding document of iw.gl
It Will Get Lighter
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but
there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.
