currently
hiding from the rain
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
propensity within someone
so an active mazelike process
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
all that is to say
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
that looks like my instagram account
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
autonomy of learning
so at the end
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
"Put a blanket."
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
its performative
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
your feed looks like my tumblr
send your tumblr
in a post. I want to be remembered
no longer writing in the third person
is everyoneback on tumblr now
as in
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.